New year, New task

After months of working with China man on their project, working even on holidays and weekends, I am finally free. Officially wrapped-up the project early this week. Hafta wait for about 2months for the silicon to return, hopefully no bad news to return with it *pray pray

Before I get to eat snake surfing in the office, new task is pass down again. Due to the re-org in the department, I was assigned to something new, not the usual thing I do for the past 2 and a half years.

In a way, I am happy that I get to work on something else. This would translate to new knowledge and it should be beneficial to myself. But on the other hand, working on something new would means I have to work harder to catch up on what I don't know. This task I was assigned to, it has a very tight schedule. I have so many things to study; new block, new tools, new language, new people.

What do you call those feeling, helpless? What ever the feeling is called, I don't like it. It makes me feel stupid. I'm sad that I couldn't help the block lead much, he must be in stress working towards the date line. I am worry that I might be incapable to deliver what they are expecting.

Work life balance? I'm not sure if mine is balanced...